I've been listening to Adore by Smashing Pumpkins quite a lot recently, and it's only occurred to me now how much of it went over my head when I was younger. I guess some music is like that- it's a record about old loves and lost friends as well as death and real serious life shit... no wonder I couldn't get all of that subtext as a sixteen-year-old.
Moral: Music is fucking awesome.
Speaking of fucking awesome music, you should check out this Manchester band called Narrows. You can get their Through Constant Decay EP for free from their bandcamp, and you really fucking should, it's as ace as the FTKOSQ records in terms of Manchester underground electronic.